I was trying to reach there every time, I was trying to fulfill my parents dream. Studying with a huge pressure is not that easy. Maybe I am lengthing my posts of this sequence parts so just skip some months. I just wanna say that time was restless and I do not remember when I smiled with all my heart. Everybody has some expectations and i think that was my greatest pressure.
By the by, Time passed and I felt that time is actually slow for me at that time. Days were too long for me. The exam I waited for was 12 september,2014. As all says that you should keep a second option to yourself so me and my family decided to take admission in a private university. If I get in public then I can transfer. I gave an exam in a private uni and I got chance, That was not a big deal for me because the competition was not like public. I was not satisfied with it. I registered in the top private engineering university for me. For the first time that uni was going to take exam because of huge applicant. You know what, that was the best thing for me because that uni used to give admission on HSC result. My result was not high as I missed A* in physics and chemistry so my admission result was the key to get good subject for me.
5th august,I gave exam there.I was so nervous but didn't worry about the result. I was so used to handle bad lucks. That uni is in Dhaka so after exam I came back to my town. Then again I started to prepare for my public uni exam. Few days later I got the result in the internet. It was probably 8 or 9pm, I saw my name on their website. I was 514th among 4000 students. I was beyond happy. My mother cried after hearing the news,she hugged me. I could not believe that as I thought I could not be an engineer. Really you never know what is written in your fate.
I was so relived them and literally I smiled after 1 year. On a sudden that pressure gone away. I was so happy that I am going to uni. Though that was private but was the top private uni and their expenses was quite reasonable than others. I know my parents will have difficulties of bearing my expenses but they will be happy and I can be a good engineer.
Again I went to dhaka on 10th september as I wanted to give exam on that public uni that I studied for. 12th september came and that was a disaster. A boy was sitting on my left side at exam hall. He was probably cheating with some kind of electronical device with the help of two other boys behind him. I was terrified of looking at him. I was so afraid that the teacher could misunderstand me and expel me if she notice the boy. I gave exam with a frightened mind,the question was also hard. I knew I could not get chance again. I was sad but the feeling was too similar that it couldn't bother me. There was some kind of relief in my mind that I am going to become an engineer.
Finally me and my family decided to admit me on that engineering uni. At the time of subject choice, I got Industrial Production Engineering as my merit position. It is now one of the leading subjects in our country. I was very happy that time. :)
By the by, Time passed and I felt that time is actually slow for me at that time. Days were too long for me. The exam I waited for was 12 september,2014. As all says that you should keep a second option to yourself so me and my family decided to take admission in a private university. If I get in public then I can transfer. I gave an exam in a private uni and I got chance, That was not a big deal for me because the competition was not like public. I was not satisfied with it. I registered in the top private engineering university for me. For the first time that uni was going to take exam because of huge applicant. You know what, that was the best thing for me because that uni used to give admission on HSC result. My result was not high as I missed A* in physics and chemistry so my admission result was the key to get good subject for me.
5th august,I gave exam there.I was so nervous but didn't worry about the result. I was so used to handle bad lucks. That uni is in Dhaka so after exam I came back to my town. Then again I started to prepare for my public uni exam. Few days later I got the result in the internet. It was probably 8 or 9pm, I saw my name on their website. I was 514th among 4000 students. I was beyond happy. My mother cried after hearing the news,she hugged me. I could not believe that as I thought I could not be an engineer. Really you never know what is written in your fate.
I was so relived them and literally I smiled after 1 year. On a sudden that pressure gone away. I was so happy that I am going to uni. Though that was private but was the top private uni and their expenses was quite reasonable than others. I know my parents will have difficulties of bearing my expenses but they will be happy and I can be a good engineer.
Again I went to dhaka on 10th september as I wanted to give exam on that public uni that I studied for. 12th september came and that was a disaster. A boy was sitting on my left side at exam hall. He was probably cheating with some kind of electronical device with the help of two other boys behind him. I was terrified of looking at him. I was so afraid that the teacher could misunderstand me and expel me if she notice the boy. I gave exam with a frightened mind,the question was also hard. I knew I could not get chance again. I was sad but the feeling was too similar that it couldn't bother me. There was some kind of relief in my mind that I am going to become an engineer.
Finally me and my family decided to admit me on that engineering uni. At the time of subject choice, I got Industrial Production Engineering as my merit position. It is now one of the leading subjects in our country. I was very happy that time. :)
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